I fucking bought season 5 of yellowstone, thinking how excited I was going to be to watch it I've binge watched the first 4 seasons again (in my quick way of recapping that I do) and now I am watching season 5 and it is fucking depressing.
There is nothing exciting in this at all.
It is fucking depressing.
I remember when entertainment used to be some sort of "get away from it all" Now I can't even take a vacation!
I'm just ranting like a privilged person complaining about everything.
I can't even watch football w/out feeling guilty!
Just kidding
why can't I even hike or camp or enjoy the outdoors? Everything is fucking ruining the environment! I should just stand still, outside on a rock, dressed in layers so I don't burn!
I'm totally kidding
Or like the guys that say, "Man, you can't even tell a girl she looks nice anymore" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Next think you know, someone will come up to me and tell me to smile!
I drive down this fucking road thinking I am being watched with a god dammed smile on my face, worried that people think I am not fucking enjoying myself.
Do you ever wish for the episodes to be over, so that you can stop binging? Thats me, at 3 am, almost 4.
I remember when I could just watch 1 1/2 hour episode of something and that was fine with me. That was all we had, well or maybe like 2 1/2 hour episodes and then one long hour of something else and then the news, and then the comedy shows.
Alot of people are returning from thier "winter" location. One in particular returned this week and I saw them yesterday and was able to just be myself and talk normal DROPPING ALL THE F BOMBS I WANTED!
I didn't realize how much I held that shit in! It felt good!
So I went in to the gift shop today, which has some snack items too-like a bag of chips for $6, stuff like that. And there was a new gal working there and she says, "Are you Katie?" "The one staying at the "Smiths?" (Not thier real name-but MY real name!"
"Yes, yes that is me"
And she said, "OMG I almost came over the other day to use your shower because our water wasn't working, but then I saw smoke coming out of the chimney and realized someone must be staying there now"
And then I said, "Well, you can come over and use the shower any time"
I mean, that is what people do here. They just walk into people's houses, stuff like that. So yeah. I'm going to start going into other people's houses too.
FUCK U CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES MY BODY DOESN'T NEED U BUT U TASTE SO GOOD ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE MADE FRESH AT MY FAVORITE ITLAIAN RESTAURANT AND I ORDER TOO MANY WITH MY DINNER FUCK FUCKCERUCKL IRUFKSDJF
I would love it if I was the person to discourage you from eating chocoate chip cookies, but I am not as I am about to go in to town tonight and I am pretty sure I am going to eat ice cream for dinner.
There is no good way to ship ice cream up here on an individual basis and the places that serve ice cream are not open and OMG I love ice cream!
Mirah wrote: ↑Fri Apr 14, 2023 10:35 pm
I mean, that is what people do here. They just walk into people's houses, stuff like that. So yeah. I'm going to start going into other people's houses too.
So girl comes back, (I think she is in her 20's) knocks on the door, I had just got home and was getting ready to make dinner. I motion her in and she comes in and lets me know that her and her cousin were here the other day getting wood out of the wood shed and she had to get some books that she leant to someone that lives here. Just in case I noticed anyone was here.
I did!